I suspect that could be a problem as I used to really focus on it.
Lately I've been questioning myself and what could be good for me. Along with hidden fears, I've gotten away from what makes me feel human. And I've been thinking about this for some time, but I haven't been DOING anything about it.
So it's time for me to get back in the habit. Create more. Get back into nature. Let go of some of this damn anger that's been building up inside of me (although not too much, it helps my songwriting :)). Learn more. Experience more. Explore more. Remember the reasons I'm here.
I'm feeling better already. :)